Patiently Waiting

It's 11:12pm, Sunday night. I'm anticipating a phone call tomorrow to let me know that I got the job I interviewed for on last week. I contacted the HR dept. late Friday afternoon to see if they had made a final decision, but I was told that no decision had been made yet. I'm still hopeful. Now that I think about it, Friday was Halloween. I know that for a lot of companies, Halloween is the equivalent of a day off, but you have to be at work.

In the meantime, I'm still looking for something. I got an email from a temp assignment that's supposed to last for 6 - 8 weeks. I'll get in contact with the temp agency to find out of the opportunity is still available.

It's times like this that I can depend on no one but God and those who love me. A lot of people are just fine relying on their own abilities to make things happen. Not so sure how they do that when faced with some of the tougher issues in life. Every now and then I get discouraged. I ask myself am I confident enough? Am I smart enough? Do I believe in myself enough? When I have come to the end of myself, what am I supposed to do? If I've done all that I can do and exhausted all methods to take care of what I am responsible for, what do I do?

The Bible tells me that I am supposed to stand still. Stand firm in what I believe in and have the faith to know that my Father, who i believe loves me is working hard behind the scenes on my behalf to take care of me. Despite my impatience and sometimes frantic thoughts, I find comfort in knowing how much He cares.

Waiting on You, Waiting on You

Patiently waiting on You

I ain't worried about the time

Cause Lord I seem to find strength while I'm waiting on You